Hello,

    Yea i'm so excited because i have one more class until our week of Thanksgiving break!!!! Praise the Lord....So nothing really new about me....except i'm really worried about my boy. For those of  you who don't know my finance' is in the Air force and he is 3 weeks away from graduating his Tech School training...anyways...today he is throwing live granades....and I don't worry about him as much as i worry about the others around him....they were all warned that people somtimes drop the granade after they have pulled the pin out....I know that Jeff wont make that mistake but it still  worries me that he is gonna be in that atmosphere....anyways....heading home for thanksgiving....and to go Christmas shopping....how fun...i'm so excited.......if i don't write again i hope you all have a wonderful Thanksgiving...Always,

D

Well Today is a new day, and a new week...i really struggled to come back to school this week. God tought me a lot last week and this weekend, i'm sorry for my venting, i'm really ok....Thanks to all of you that wrote back with encouragement and scripture....one more week and then a week of bliss no school.....i'm excited about thanksgiving...just wish my boy could be here....i ask for prayer for him because next week is going to be tough...first holiday away from home and no one to spend it with... anyways, i love you all and am praying that this week flys by for everyone!!

Always,

D

Ok so today is officially my hate day....i never thought i could be so confused, and torn after such an awesome weekend, and change in my life....i feel like i don't belong....i feel like the only love i recieve is 600 miles away, and i'm scared to get dependent on that...I know my roomate will read this and may be offended...don't get me wrong i have the best roomate in the world...and i know that she loves me and i love her as well, but as for everyone esle i just feel different....i have determined a lot of things that i hate....i hate wasted time....i hate being a hypocrit and I strongly dislike it when people are hypocrits towards me....i hate wondering the inevitable....I hate not completly knowing if i'm making the right decisions, i hate sometimes not being able to tell whether God is giving me direction or it's just me wanting to go in that direction....I hate knowing that i'm dissapointing God throughout the day but not being able to do anything about it....Sometimes i just wish we could make our heaven...and that would be all to life....we could pick what and with whom we want to spend eternity with and not have to worry about emotions, money, decisions or anything...Just to know that your heaven is what you chose and the fact that you will live in GOD"S kingdom forever , and ever...I'm sorry for those of you that read this and get confused, or bored...this is like my expression of emotions and feelings and frustrations...i greatly appreciate those of you that choose to read and those that leave a message back....

Always,

D

Well, well....the best weekend of my life happened....i went to San Antonio to see my wonderful boyfriend...and he proposed...the greatest way....it was perfect just for us..I love him with all my heart...and i'm excited to get to spend the rest of my life with him...I think that there are some people that arn't happy with that decision and probably think that i'm getting started to early....but we have a 2 and 1/2 year engagement...so it will be plenty of time to keep making sure...but I really have been seeking God before it happened...and now that it has happened...and i truely feel that Jeff is the perfect person for me. I'm kind of worried about my ex because he is distancing himself from me...and that's fine...but i didn't mean to hurt his feelings...and more than anything i hate it when people are mad or frustrated with me....i could use some advice in this area...i love you all so much...and i'm excited to get to slowly start planning my wedding. Have a great day. Smile it's contagious.

D

wow...wow....wow all i have to say is wow....and that i love frosting...and i'm way excited about this weekend...I get to go see my boy and i can't wait...this week is pretty much going to be hell though.....2 projects to work on and 3 tests....gross....but then i leave thursday and i get to see my boy for almost three whole days....it's unbelievable...it has been 8 weeks since i've seen him last...ok so here is a pretty stupid question for everyone....i have to write a porposal this weekend....and i really have no idea what to write on...it has to be soemthing that i have a lot of knowledge about.....no sex isn't an option boomersooner babe...anyways...love you all i'm off to work...

Misses and kisses

Daniellie